Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Delicious Turkey Meatballs hubs and I cooked up with love!


                           Turkey Meatballs
1lb. Extra Lean Ground Turkey (preferably Jennie-O)
3 Garlic Cloves (Minced)
1/4 cup onion (Finely choppped) Keeps meat moist
1/4 cup Parsley (Chopped)
1/2 tsp salt
1/2 tsp pepper
1/2 tsp Oregano
1 egg beaten
1/2 cup dry breadcrumbs

Combine all ingredients in bowl and form balls.
Brown light butter with Olive oil in pan; Cook 5-6 minutes or until brown. Cook on Med/High heat.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

It's a good thing God is in control, because He knows I sure couldn't do this all by myself. Many of you don't know what has been going on in my life and fortunately for you, I intend to keep it that way...

After my first day of nursing school I said I would try to blog as often as I could about what I'm learning; educationally and spiritually...
I had no idea the lessons God had in store for me.

I began school on Monday and by Friday it pretty much felt like my whole world was falling apart... not because of Nursing school which ended up being my release/escape, but everything personal in my life.

I came home one afternoon... threw my hands up in the air... and yelled... " WHAT DOES GOD WANT FROM ME?????!!!!! I'M ONLY ONE PERSON!!!!!!!!"

It feels like I have been stretched to my ultimate max and stretching me any further may very possibly result in a snap... (similiar to a rubberband).

The storms are FAR from over and in essence have still JUST begun... but God has been speaking to me more in the last couple of days... Through music, people, school, etc...
Isn't it wonderful how God will speak to you when you need it most. Doesn't mean any of this is easier by any stretch, but simply reminds me who is Really in control.
I find the last couple weeks that even though I'm in school basically monday-friday 7a-4p and working 24hrs per week on top of that.... Those things have helped me escape my reality.
(Something that you think might be the most stressful thing in your life suddenly turns into your biggest relief/ escape.)

Situations are still the same but I guess my outlook is beginning to change.
Slowly......... but......... Surely.......

Monday, August 22, 2011

All Things Nursing

Here we go... on this day August 22nd... I have began a new journey.

NURSING SCHOOL...... Yikes

Basically I'm scared to death... don't know what the heck I'm even thinking, but doing it anyway.
I was accepted to Bethel's nursing program just about a month and a half ago. My degree will be Bethel but all of my classes will be on Grace's Campus at Winona Lake. I'm really excited, but I think I'm more scared than excited.

Today was orientation... it went really well! I walked in to a room of most of the people older than myself, with even more kids than I have... and one phrase that kept repeating itself through out the classroom....

"I'm scared out of my mind!!" "I'm so nervous!" "I'm a mess!"

So a room full of people feeling the exact same way as me... PERFECT! At least were all in this together...

Today I got my Syllabus which is 125 PAGES... yes you heard that correct!!!! Welcome to Nursing school folks! Also got a separate little booklet containing what each week will hold in store for us... how they couldn't fit that in the 125page syllabus is beyond me! But basically I have a ton of reading assignments and and lots of other stuff in the next few weeks. But until I have something really cool to tell you about I will keep my whining about all the homework and reading to myself... ;)

All things Nursing... To be Cont...

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

My L.I.F.E .... (Life's Interpretation of Family Experiences)

When Taydin was just 3 months old we put our home on Witmer Ave on the market with hopes to sell and move away to Arizona. We knew if it was the Lord's will our home would sell and we would be quickly on our way...
2 months later our home had sold and we were driving and flying our family out to Gilbert AZ where we made a residence there. As you can imagine we felt confident we were where we needed to be....
My confidence remained strong for quite some time amongst trials, issues, and whatever may have come our way upon arrival and establishement in Arizona.

Justin and I arrived on the very same day as he and his mom drove the cars and I flew Taydin to our new home.. wow was that ever a sad day for our families.. lots of tears were cried! We arrived on October 31st, 2009. Which ironically was Halloween. Our in-laws whom we had moved in with in Gilbert threw a Halloween party that night/welcoming party which really was super fun.

We slowly but surely began to establish ourselves in the area as Justin took at job at Canyon State working 3 1/2 days on and 3 1/2 off... tough job but it was paying the bills for the meantime. I was looking to start CNA school so I could begin a career in nursing and progress in to Nursing school. Within a month I was enrolled in Nursing Assistant School where I made a lot of great friends to welcome me to the area. After a month I was a full blown Nursing Assistant, lol, which felt great at the time. But I need to go back for a second so that my story make's sense...

In CNA school I had a test or two every single day along with 15 or so pages of homework each night.. a lot to learn in a 3 week course. Well I was headed in to my second week of school... that Monday I had a report, presentation, medical terminology quiz AND a test due. In these type of classes you also can't miss class time as you must make it up in order to recieve your certification and on to your license. (This was all due on Monday beginning my second week.)

The night before my second week of school I was laying Taydin down in his bed to go to sleep and I felt such a strong sense to pray for his protection... so as I laid him down I leaned over his bed and prayed for a good several minutes until I felt a peace. I went to sleep.

When I awoke early that next morning I went in to wake Taydin and found him extremely short of breath and struggling for air. Since Taydin had never had any type of respiratory issues I began to panic. My sister in-law gave me directions to the nearest hospital which I had no insurance for and I rushed him to the emergency room... along the way calling my professor to let her know I would not be making it to class this fine monday morning.

When we arrived to E.R. we discovered he was struggling from Croop so they quickly pumped him with steroids and did X-Rays of his chest to make sure there were no underlying issues.(At 5 months old Croop was nothing for us to mess around with).  After 3-4 hours in ER he was good as new and on our way back home.
That day I spent with my little bucket of joy and of course it was like a child that came home sick from school but as soon as they get home some how they seem perfectly fine?!?! lol
I was dreading horribly how I had missed all of those tests, quizzes, class time, etc on that Monday so I was ready to start a new day on Tuesday and make up for loss time.

TUESDAY... DA DA DA Daaaaaaah
Tuesday morning arrived; I got Taydin up and in his carseat, kissed my husband goodbye and laid back down in bed....

My phone rings... Justin, "Uh Babe...." Me, "Ya?!"   Justin, "Uh, we just got into a car accident, and it's pretty bad....."   ME, "WHAT DO YOU MEAN?????? IS TAYDIN OKAY???? ARE YOU OKAY???? SURELY YOU'RE IN SHOCK AND EVEN IFYOU THINK YOU'RE BOTH OKAY YOU'RE PROBABLY NOT!!!" Justin, "Babe, We are fine, but the car I am pretty sure is totalled..."   Me, " WHere are you?!?!  I'm on my way!!!!" Almost as soon as I turned out to the main road I could see all the firetrucks, ambulances, police cars, etc.... My heart was racing so fast I could have ran 12 marathons all in one and still had energy left over. I pulled up to the scene and there my husbands car lay in the middle of the intersection and to describe it best the word I would use would  be, "PIECES", the car was in pieces in the middle of the intersection. My baby was sitting in his car seat in the center median of this 4 lane road and lights were flashing everywhere. My husband approached me to reassure that they truly were okay.
They were T-Boned at the intersection of Ray and Santan at a speed of approx 50mph... The driver of the city truck that hit them went to the hospital on a stretcher... my husband and son whom were in a little 2000 Honda Civic walked away scratch free.... Now you tell me we don't serve a God who perfroms Miracles?!?! To Be Cont......

Monday, June 20, 2011

Why do I worry?

So I think along with being a mom comes the worry factor. I worry constantly about my son... especially when I work all night most nights of the week I worry if he's okay while he sleeps and if he knows that Mommy is gone every night. I worry that every stranger is out to harm my son but masks it with a smile... worry, worry, worry....

A teacher of mine in Highschool told me that worry was a sin... My response to that was... WHAT?! I worry about everything, everyday, ALL day! lol So you mean I am sinning constantly?

He said that when you worry it is as if you don't trust God.... I thought that was absurdity! Of course I trust God but I can still rightfully worry!
So I began researching this further in my bible reading and what do you know... God strongly frowns upon worry...

I have concluded that as a mother worry comes with the job, but when I feel that worry I lift it up to God and ask that all my worries be recieved in the arms of Jesus and released from me...

Not sure why I decided to talk about that but that's all for tonight. When I sign back on I will give a little background in to my life this past few years and how God has shown right through every bit of it.... :)