It's a good thing God is in control, because He knows I sure couldn't do this all by myself. Many of you don't know what has been going on in my life and fortunately for you, I intend to keep it that way...

After my first day of nursing school I said I would try to blog as often as I could about what I'm learning; educationally and spiritually...
I had no idea the lessons God had in store for me.

I began school on Monday and by Friday it pretty much felt like my whole world was falling apart... not because of Nursing school which ended up being my release/escape, but everything personal in my life.

I came home one afternoon... threw my hands up in the air... and yelled... " WHAT DOES GOD WANT FROM ME?????!!!!! I'M ONLY ONE PERSON!!!!!!!!"

It feels like I have been stretched to my ultimate max and stretching me any further may very possibly result in a snap... (similiar to a rubberband).

The storms are FAR from over and in essence have still JUST begun... but God has been speaking to me more in the last couple of days... Through music, people, school, etc...
Isn't it wonderful how God will speak to you when you need it most. Doesn't mean any of this is easier by any stretch, but simply reminds me who is Really in control.
I find the last couple weeks that even though I'm in school basically monday-friday 7a-4p and working 24hrs per week on top of that.... Those things have helped me escape my reality.
(Something that you think might be the most stressful thing in your life suddenly turns into your biggest relief/ escape.)

Situations are still the same but I guess my outlook is beginning to change.
Slowly......... but......... Surely.......